mylife

Shifted!

2007-04-03T10:59:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! i shifted to livejournal! hahah!

i was forced by mel tan!

ok!

new website : http://jhuifen.livejournal.com

gogogo!

goodbye blogger, hello livejournal!

2007-03-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

yeah! change my blog song! so nice!

this is the lyrics. (romanised)

If you haven't changed your mind
soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight

tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
osanasugita no Everytime I think about you baby
ima nara ieru I miss you
It is hard to say I'm sorry

* tatoeba dareka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
utaitai kono uta wo
owaranai story tsudzuku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Memories of our time together
kesanaide kono mama don't go away

atatakaku tokedashite tashikameru no
yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
setsunai hodo ni I'm missin' you
kasaneta te hanasanaide

tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
utaitai kono uta wo
owaranai story taema nai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

* repeat

2007-03-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

hahah! walao, I'm so disappointed in myself.

I am supposed to hit up the gym everyday, but i didn't.

I can gad man.

I can just see myself getting fatter and fatter and my aim of wearing skinny gets further.

ok. shall go skipping ltr. hahah!

anyway, congratulations mel. you are supposed to come to my hse today!

this is a lesson for you to learn not give promises so easily! hahah!

walao, 3.92 for GPA!

i don't think i will even touch 3.5 la!

damnit.

shall work hard next yr!

anyway, my result is out tmr! tmd..

went to mel's house on monday.

had a great day over there.

she never fails to entertain me with all the lame jokes.

and can you believe it, we watched bump off lover in a day.

damn funny, kept screaming like don't know what.

ya, and we were reminiscing and found the photos we took.

wah so cool man. last time all the weird hairstyles all come out.

and to think that last time we think we are cool.

hahahah!

show you all the photos to how the contrast. ahah.

actually, not much diffferent but still is worth to take a look.

3 YEARS AGO,

3 YEARS LATER.

wah.. last time we look alike la! no wonder the teachers cant differentiate us.

ok.. i'm going vietnam soon! and guess what, i can't go the class chalet cos i am not in town.

chalet is on the 28th and I will come at on the 29th.

sian..

ok.. shall go skipping soon!

bye!

random

2007-03-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

yeah! exams are over so long ago!
but now then I blog it down.

seriously, i think my fnb paper will fail.
i didn't study for section c at all!
seriously, i didn't know it will be out as exam questions.
ok. is my fault for not going to his tutorial.

yeah! sunday went back to work at han ka ram.
i missed the food there can!
oh ya, i rmbed that i bought 3 tubs of ice cream from ice cream gallery.
so nice!

hahah! i need to exercise. shall exercise after my menses.
when I have that i can't jog for nuts.
so i cannot eat so much during this week.

i had my typhioid jab yesterday, my hand super numb!

hey regine! sry man, we can't play mahjong this week.
we forgot that thu we have to celebrate gerri's birthday.
next time bah! don't be angry man!

ok! i love hana yori dango, i love the jap version.
so much nicer. (i'm biased)
hahaha!
gtg! bye!

2007-02-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

ahahah! pics! but all these are old pics..
hahah! can upload le! yeah!

I LOVE MEL LOADS! she simply add colours to my life!

Any fondue for you? yummy!

I miss them a lot. How I wished I have a time machine, so I can go back and have fun again!
I don't regret to know all of them.
Thank you 4/4!

hahah! I miss our role play 'King Lear'. Yang Sheng acting some officials. hahah!

2007-02-23T19:44:00.000+08:00

hmmmm. I'm using the new blogger.

I know I'm abit lag. but this is me.

ok! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

yeah, can't even celebrate it with happiness.

My whole brain is full of exams.

MOnday is the starting of the exams.

WTH!

anyway, got back most of my course grades.

mostly 'b's. so is not hard for me to aim for an 'a'.

I don't want to disappoint myself.

However, I'm still updating my blog.

Seriously, I don't have the mood to study at all.

Like yesterday night, all of us went to airport and studied.

But I didn't even get to finish like half of the book.

Usually I can study quite fast.

Guess I have to study later.

No more videos and slacking for me.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

after the exams, I going to exercise like crazy everyday.

I'm too fat.

seriously, I'm reaching 60kg soon.

maybe I am now..

yes! exercise!

ok! go study now! boring post with no pics!

if u want to see any pics, go to mel's blog.

yea! she got my pic! hahah

bye!

2007-02-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

YEAH! so happy. Just came back home from the dance floor and prata.
hahahah.

anyway, I hate the GROs there.
They are seriously not friendly and f***ing rude.
The blue shirt guy told us there is a row for all of us to sit.
Then sheena ask if he is sure.
He replied: " go down and see yourself la!"'
WTH.
As a GRO, you are not supposed to tell the people like that.
NVM. When we went down, there wasn't a row for us to sit.
So we went to approached this other GRO.
I wasn't there.
But regine and sheena told us he/she told us that if YOU want to sit a row.
Pls go to the reception, there is a sofa and u can face the television to watch in a row.
WTF! GRO leh, what kind of service are you giving man.

ok. FORGET IT MAN!
We get to see xiaozhu luo zhi xiang.
He is cute man. Charismatic when he dance.
however, we lol when he started to reply in chinese.
He almost replied in English man.
hahah.

ok. prate house as fun.
I can't believe that I spent 9 bucks there.
ok. cab home.
but i have no money.
YC and DAPHNE thanks man.

when I reached home, I got this urge to count my money.
Guess what, I got 300 plus altogether from my 5 piggy banks.
so happy can.
then my bro and I started to compare who got the oldest money.
OMG la.
He got the notes from the 1st parliament, i think is just after banana notes.
He will be damn rich next time man.

And from our conclusion of the three siblings.
My Brother: The one who knows how to save money.
ME: The one knows how to bargain for money.
MY Younger Brother: The one who knows how to spend money.
WE are save-bargain-spend!

hahah. enough of my crap.
I want to slp!
LAST PRESENTATION TMR!
i AM SO HAPPY CAN!
i shall live my life as i want.
pls just get lost from my life!

BYE~!

2007-02-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

ok. These few days my mood swings were really bad.
Partly is due to all the deadlines.
others are just merely stress.
Everything was cramped to 3 weeks.
my energy are really running low.

ok. SORRY RANDOMERS!
thanks for tolerating my mood swings.
after this week everything will be fine!

I can do nth. really nth.
hope that after this period of time everything will be ok.

Ain's Birthday!

2007-01-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday AIN!

oh you are finally 18! hahah

I still have to wait for 10 more months!

anyway, today went to dorothy and topshop.

a lot of clothes i want la!

i will buy it!

wait for me!!

hahah!

tmr, going to esprit.

I love daphne!

thanks for the 50% off.

is rather cheap to get 50% off for their product.

Actually, I want the bag from them.

But I shall get the taiwan's!

hahah!

gtg! econs!

2007-01-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

ok. Again, I just woke up from my nap.

I think I going to be sick so damn soon.

I'm having headache for the past few days.

TODAY was worse.

My head almost exploded.

Yesterday went to airport to do macroecons project.

wanru told me to pon work.

I think boss going to kill m e soon la.

When I woke up, I saw my hair become center parting.

SIAN!

Tmr have CommSk exam and sat I have psy test.

Seriously, I don't think I will get good grades.

why?

I don't know.

This semester my results aren't good.

And I am not studying now.

I shall study ltr after I found my article and retype my jap script.

ok. I found that life is so unpredictable.

Just now, before I went to slp, I saw this news.

This Taiwanese actress just died of car accident.

And guess what, a few days ago, I saw her on tv.

She was still smiling and going on with her life.

She was suppose to be acting now.

IF I'm not wrong she was having this interview or what.

about the car accident.

Now, she had left this world.

No more her sweet smile, no more her acting.

All we can do is to hope that she can rest in peace..

This news to me is so sudden.

Death just took away her life.

Who will be the next? No one knows.

Now, I hope that everyone will cherish the one beside you.

And also, the people you love.

I hope that this Taiwanese actress, xwl will be happy at the other world.

ok. I feeling emotional now.

I shall end my post now.

bye!

2007-01-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

I just woke up from my long nap.
I'm glad that this week is IMH week.
So, today I don't need to go for psychology.
YEAH! I went to collect my passport and buy planner today!

ahaah. two presentations are down.
POM and mktg.
I'm really sucked at presentation.
I can't control my nervousness and this sucks a lot.
Sorry guys if I really spent too much time on mktg presentaion.

POM skit was funny.
At least that's what I think.
Let me learn to control my stage fright.

ok. I was quite happy that joan ho said our report was good.
Better than a lot of groups.
I am very proud of randomers.

Anyway, I have a lot of things need and want to learn.
If I have to list out, it will be a list which can turn the world a round.
At least, I have to learn to be satisfied and to be independent.
I found myself depend on ppl too much.
Really way too much.

Oh man, Chinese New Year is coming, and I haven't lose a single kg.
How am I suppose to buy clothes man!
Exercise tmr!
No more procrastination! (sm?)

Wrote a short Chinese phrase for myself.
I wouldn't say is a poem, it doesn't sound like one to me.
Hahah. but I still love it.
Because it really shows what I been going through all this time.
Maybe I should try to write in English.
Brush up my English! hahhah!

I felt that I've changed a lot eversince 2006.
Or should I say eversince I came poly.
More matured in thinking.
More pestimistic as compared to last time?
Where is the old huifen gone to?

haha. I want the dong bang dvd.
I think I will ask shimin to help me buy.
I have no credit cards.
And I don't want to use my bro's.
He will nag at me for spending too much money.

And no more hong kong trip.
Going to Phuket with more ppl.
with reg, yc, gerri, wanru and maybe jungang.
ok. quite disappointed for the trip because I tried so hard to save up.
but no matter how hard I tried, at most I would only save til 500bucks.
That's only enough to pay for my air ticket.
lol! I think Phuket will be more realistic for most of us.

yeah. I'm having weird dreams for the past few days.
Maybe I need some crying?
Cos everything like so sad.
ahaha.
dreams.

Well. I've gtg.
post next time when I have the feel.
bye.

2007-01-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

ok! I shall update since Daphne wants me to do so.
This month is a super duper busy month.
Projects, projects and more projects!

Marketing plan was done and the oral interview too!
Ok. I was quite slack eversince the mktg was handed in.
Now need to chiong POM.
I am done with my part just that I need to edit here and there?

Now I have to my Japanese script.
fucking pissed off by them.
firstly, they do last min work.
I just can't do last min work with them other than random-ers.
secondly, they want me to compile!
wtf la.
I can't say no because I know I will kena shoot like siao.
thirdly, I called them and none of them replied!
fuck la!
now I am scolding vulgarities in my heart la!

ok. Anyway, we got back some of our result.
I am not satisfied with my results.
guess I have to buck up with it.

I want to improve my English.
I don't want to be laugh at everytime.
I feel zi bei whenever I am laugh at.
seriously, I don't feel good.
ok. I know random-ers wanted to correct me.
but, aiya I don't know what to say.

ok. Never mind. I'm just having mood swings.
everything doesn't go smoothly
I'm finding fault in everything and anything.

now I have to do jap!
I hate them!

I love random-er and my classmates!
whatever.

I love my besties! Hope we can meet up soon.
I want to go rain's concert but I have no money.
I want to go Hong Kong but I need to save money.
I want to go dong bang's concert, but I don't think I can make it.
I love my blog song " wild eyes".
I love being random

bye!!

2007-01-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

yeah! I just came back from worok!

While I am waiting for regine to install her office, I shall update my blog.
Friday was my last performance for this year.
I don't know if I should go back for carolling.
So, the whole TAS team treated fri's show as the last performance.
We were supposed to perform twice that day.
But due to the rain, we only performed at 10pm.
Ok, I would say that I did quite well as compared to the previous gigs.
I talked a lot on stage and even jo was shocked.
Maybe is because is my last performance.
YA! I love my tag!
My name was printed on it.

Anyway, I was quite pissed off by the school's system.
Maybe my excuse letter is not approved and I will be marked absent.
But what can I do, is over..

Yesterday, I went out with wanru.
WE were supposed to meet at 2pm but in the end we met at 3 plus.
Anyway, I bet wanru was quite disappointed cos she didn't buy any organiser.
Either the orgaaniser she likes is too expensive or there isn't any cheap but nice organiser.
So, we spent most of our money on food.
And because I loved to eat and don't exercise often.
I gained 2kg.
I am like 58kg now?
TMD!
I have to start to lose weight.
I need to buy clothes for new year and from Hong Kong.
SO, TMR I going to run with my bro.

Oh ya, yesterday we met up with daphne too.
haha. We talked alot.
I love to take bus home with her.
We have a lot of things to talk and talked till we are thristy!
I love her man!
ahahaha!

ok. I have to do my marketing and econs!
and I have to wake up early to run tmr!
bye! and take care!

2007-01-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

ok.. I have a big problem of doing my history.
ok. Forget it. let's just let the past passed.
I think my English is wrong.

anyway, just came back from geylang.
went to eat with reg, yong mei and her son and rainny.
ok. we ate alot la.

ok. i had to go.
jap ppl is calling me.
tmd! bye

i still have reflective journal to do.

2007-01-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

ok. I had changed my blogskin and is obviously not i wanted.
somehow the history and credits is not out. *edit* credit is out again. omg!
I am very sorry for not being able to credit the person who design the blogskin.
I want my history

anyway, is 2007 now.
I don't have the new year feelings.
probably is because of the projects and school stuff.
I am freaking tired now but I have to finish my psycho ppt.
I have to compile and send to everyone.
TMD la.
anyway, we filmed finished our psycho video.
people may bot think is funny.
but at least, we tried our very best.

My brother will be back by tmr.
430pm.
and I haven't tidy his room.
I am seriously in deep shit.
tmr after pom i have to rush home and pack.
omg la.

ok. i have tons of things let undone.
and what am I doing now.
updating my blog.
and I just watched finished 2 videos.

jap is like omg.
everyone is not free and they wont make time for it.
I am super pissed off by them.

let me list down the things I have to do.
1. all the projects.
2. cds project especially jap, where no one wants to take the initiative to do
3. tidy my bro and my room
4. reflective journal
5. collect my passport

all this are enough to suck off all my energy.

2006. a happy year I would say.
this is so random.
talking about 2006 when I am talking about things to do.

3month in jc, working at AIG, go to poly and joined back TAS.

TAS was a good experience.
I think I improved alot on my stage presence as compared to 2004.
to those people who comment about us.
think about yourself before commenting.
YOU maybe good in this, but maybe poor in other places.
So please, don't anyhow comment things that you shouldn't.
keep the comment to yourselves.
things you do very well, I can improve it too.
I can show it to you that I can do it 10times better than you do.

tp htm my another home.
met the randomers.
they are real random.
but there were sad times too.
times when we can't stand each other's temper.
sometimes, I felt that I am quite out of the group.
I admit that I am a person who really need for affiliation.
I feel lonely easily.
I don't say this often but I really have this kind of feeling easily.

To Wanru: I really like you alot. love you! you are always there for me.
seriously, sometimes is not I want to frown. But whenever I thinking about sometimes the frown will appear. Sorry if it really piss all of you off. But I will try not to frown and not to be paranoid. Also, you should control your temper. Don't throw your tantrum so easily. Is kind of irritating.

To Poh Suan: hahah. I love you man. Though you don't hang out with us often, but I still love you. hahah. so singaporean auntie. hope that this year our bond will be stronger.

To Regine: hey man. not very close to you although we work at the same restaurant. I love to talk to you. I find that we have alot of things quite similar. but you are more outgoing and straightforward than me. I don't know why I like to talk to you, but it seems like we have nth to much to say. thanks for telling all about TVXQ stuff. hahah. thanks. hope we will talk more this year.

To Yenchyi: hmmm. not that close to you too. but you are nice friend. thanks for correcting my English everytime. Though is quite sarcastic at times. hahah. go tanning man. you are too fair.

To Jungang: yo gay friend! ok.. also don't talk to you much. maybe i talked to much to wanru. tskk. ya man. you are so straightfoward. thaks for making us laughed so much. love your presence in our group.

TO MYSELF: you are so paranoid and think too much about everything. try to be relax man. Don't take everything so seriously, is tiring. learn to relax. I love you!

TO SEYING and SEEMUN: I am happy we still contact each other. 10 years of friendship is not easy to maintain. love you guys. take care though we don't see each other often.

TO MY BESTIES: take care ya! you all are still being missed by me!

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
1. study hard to get GPA of 3.5
2. lose weight man to 50 kg.
3. be a good friend, daughter and sister.
4. at least call jiexin once a week.
5. save money! at least $500
6. master basic jap.

I know is quite hard to follow but I will try.

ok.. gtg.
I have to chiong my psycho now!
ann young!

2006-12-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

lol! I'm back to update! hahah!
hmmmm. i shan't mention anything about my suayness.
anyway, i found out that boss doesn't like ppl with specs.
so yesterday, i wore my contacts to work.
suprisingly, my boss treat me quite nice.
and this really proved that he like ppl with no glasses.

ok i changed my blog song to Snow Dream.
christmas is coming and i just want to add some atmosphere in my blog!

OH. this wed, i went to yc's house to stayover.
had a little alcohol party.
hahah, reg became so red la.
this is my first time trying out these kind of drinks.
and when we had our sleeps, i was scared by yc.
when i turned around, i saw her face i xia dao.
hahah.
anyway, the trip to sentosa was cancelled due to the rain.

ok. just came back home from changi air base.
sang the christmas tunes for them.
lol. they are drunk can.
supposed to have another show.
but due to their talentime.
our performance was cancelled.

ok.. tmr i have to work and for the other 5 days.
24th dec will be the last christmas performance.
hais. i missed the performance man.

sometimes i wished that TVXQ is a normal acapella group.
so i would had a chance to get to know them.
like mpact and flying pickets.
lol! maybe i just thinking too much.

ok~! i have to go. i got lots of videos haven't watch.
byebye~!

2006-12-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

ok...
i feeling super down for this 2 weeks.
everything is against me.
is either i am too sensitive or is really i down in luck.

today was a super suay day!
suay till i feeling like dying!

can't find a fucking red shirt in the whole marina square
customer not happy with me
I being super sensitive
left out
eat sweet also can cut my tongue and bleed
wear a jacket can have rashes
slipped and fell in the bus
no money
etc!

this is just a day!

ok.. i just trying to link everything with my bad luck.

but i am really down in luck for 2 whole weeks.
i jus not happy wwith everything.
everything just against my way.
I am just fucking sensitive over everything.
trying a put up a strong front.
when i know is super hard.
feel like crying but no tears.

ok.. i just gtg. slp don't think anymore.

fuck off bad luck!

2006-12-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

yeah! I'm back.
I am really very suay for 2 weeks.
very lazy to elaborate.
but I am damn xin tong for my cd.
tmd.

exam end lo!
so happy.
talk to jo and jiexin for 2 hours.
yes!
ok~!
i too lazy to blog.

anyway, congrats to dong bang.
won alot of awards for 3 ceremonies.
so wow!
and i think i lost track with soompi.
i am now at pg 1533 but is already at 1573~
40 pages.
i think i will slowly take my time to read.

yesterday supposed to be randomers outing
but it turn out only wanru, reg , yc and me can make it.
beng had a birthday thing and psuan went penang.
oooooooh.
then we watched the holiday.
i think is nice.
hahahha. anyway, we were so random we actually want to go the preview lounge.
but under 18 cant go in.
sry ppl, becoause i wear too lok kok!
if not we can go oin.

yeah tmr goin out with wanru daphne and maybe reg.
hahah. it will be a happy day i suppose.
goin youtubing~!
bye~!

2006-12-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

ok~! i haven't been update my blog for so damn long!
hmmm. was feeling down for this week.
i think i was damn suay for this week.
everything was just against my way.

now the few things i rmb:

i went to 4/4 chalet. and had fun.
had all the singings.
having exams in like 2days time!

ok.. damn tired.
ever since the chalet, i haven't had enough sleep.
like not even 60 hours for 9 days.
ok.. should i just go offline now?

ok.. whatever la.. now watching shows.
hahah. i now still have alot of videos haven't watch.

i miss all the outings with random-ers.
really! miss all the mahjongs, stayovers and bbq!
hahah.. ok..
at least this blog is not dead with this post.

hope i can post more soon.
goin to study! boo!

2006-11-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

wth la.
pics cant be upload! nvm
for private viewing onli!
haha

2006-11-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

2006-11-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

ok~! now i m supposed to update my blog.
as demanded by MS WONG SEE MUN!

FRIDAY 10/11/2006
ahahah. went to celebrate my birthday!
damn happy can!
long time no see them.
they include jiexin, tiff, ain, meiping, njm, ys, jess, jas, shan and lizi.
lol! went to han ka ram first to eat lunch.
eat tteokboki and lots of things.
omg la. so nice.
i want go there again.

then we went to party world.
sang for ard 5 hours?
hahah! damn funny can.
sing zhang hui mei's songs.
tiff and i keep shoutin into mic.
ahaha.. njm keep singin slow songs.
hahah! jiexin tried to sing a few songs.
hmmm.. quite fun.
i mean is de ppl not the things we do!
and we have 20dollar off becos of vouchers!

then we went to meet ain and meiping.
went to swensen's to eat dinner.
hahah. so many celebrating birthday.
in the end almost the whole restaurant ppl sung for my birthday song.
hahah. jess they all came in with a cake.
oh man la.
i was damn surprised.
cos i dun expect them to come and celebrate.
i still complained no cake la.
we actually use ice cream as substitutes.
hahah!
sang song for twice.

before i went to swensen's i still said why no present.
but i didn't know that tiff's bag is my present la.
she was carryin this one dollar bag.
and inside contain my bag.
i mean i never think that is my present la.
cos it doesn't look like!
hahaha. very surprised.
took some pics.
i try to upload.
if not i dun bother!
oh ya. the second order we took.
was not counted in the bill.
so all of us the ice cream is free man!
hahahah! damn happy!
so lucky!

SATURDAY 11/11/2006
i very angry with my bro man.
cos he promised to bring me to hong kong cafe!
but he didnt.
in the end we went my house dere to eat fish porridge!
i damn disappointed can.
and he ask me why i look so tired!
damn!

SUNDAY 12/11/2006
went to IMM to help my aunt with seemun and seying.
hahah! each earn 20bucks can!
haha! went ard and bought a skirt for me.
damn nice can de skirt~!
seemun want that skirt!
but is mine!
yea! hahahah!
will wear it some day bah!
had fun with them!

MONDAY 13/11/2006
went to work.
heard damn lot of stories!
ahahah.
so nice of them la.
gave me present!
hahah. so nice!

TUESDAY 14/11/2006
did nth man. damn sian.
i very sian with this sem.
damn sian.
is like damn tired man.
went yc hse.
hahah. erm watched xman.
then did nth le..
wah i super sian.
my mum said want to sponsor me to hong kong!
oh yeah! for de air ticket!

hahah. then next yr goin malaysia to celebrate CNY!
hahaha. finally man.
can go overseas.
ok. i shall go do my tut le!
bye~!

2006-11-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

hahah.. just reached home!
more updates soon!
pictures coming soon!

hahah! damn happy!

2006-11-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

HAHAH!

ANNOUCEMENT:
MS PHUA HUI FEN'S BIRTHDAY IS THIS FRI!

SHE IS ANTICIPATING!
SHE WAITED FOR 1 YR MAN!

AHAHHAH

END OF ANNOUCEMENT

2006-11-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

hahah. yea.
yesterday had mr chia chia chia lesson.
so fun can.
"this is an indian dish~"
ahhahah.
he is a happy man! can get to eat so many food.
ahaha.
maybe this subject have wine appreciation man.
haha.. anticipating!

hmmm. today damn sian.
like come for school for 2 hrs plus.
then went to collect our stuff from post office.
oh man, the bracelet and clip on earring i bought online is so nice!
love them to bits!
damn cheap oso!
going to buy more!
hahah!

tmr is a freaking long day!
got psycho, jap, macro lec.
then got macro and pom tut.
anyway, i quit co le.
i cant cope it man.
this sem is so tiring.
booo!

argh i need to do research for my jap.
damn it.
like in week 5 i have to hand in alot of things.
presentation, in cls test.
fuck la!

ok i shall be nice and go and do my tut!
i hate homeworks!
argh!!!!!!!!
not in study mood.
or i will slp soon.
ahahha!

ok ja neh~!

2006-11-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

ok~! havent been updating since school reopens~!

hmmm.. alot of things happen la..
but too lazy to update.
hardworking is never been a word to describe me.
haha.
events happened that i can rmb is,
bbq, sch starts, appeal successfully for jap, went escape and poolin.
that's all.
but it happen in 2 weeks..
hahah..bbq is crap la.
we are so random that we jus said want to bbq and we did it.
haha.. at reg hse. guess wad, we had water fight and i fell.
hit my head but after that still play mahjong.
we are so craZY MAN!

well.. i dunno still got wad le.
so many projects can.
like damn lot of PBL.
the 3 letter i hate most.
wadever la.

went to cut hair with randomers.
erm is damn nice can.
so punk for my fringe.
but the hairdresser went curl my hair.
my god!
ok.. unhappy about the curling of hair.
other than that is still ok.
i like my hair now.

anyway, yc hair damn nice can.
first time see not that nice.
but is the more u look the nicer it is la.
hahaha. reg and yc want to have the xiaomao hair.
ahhaha.

abit regret takin jap.
i cant rmb a single thing.
seriously, i still not in study mood.
damn it.
need to buck up.

yeah! bought their cd le!
maybe goin to have their special edition.
hhaha.
well, we must show support to them.

this sun goin out with jx!
so happy.
maybe eatin at han ka ram(again).
hhah..
nice food wad.

jaejoong is damn hot now la!
omg.. hot icon!
yunho is still mine.
but jaejoong i love him more and more.
nice voice, cute actions~!
argh~!

ok.. i shall go read fanfic le..
sayonara~!

2006-10-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

hahah..
guess why i post again.
hahah. just watched a video.
yunho is back!
can talk le!
maybe is not recent.
actually i not very sure.
but the thing wrote yesterday.
i dunno.

just damn happy he is back!
hurray!
bye~

2006-10-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

hahah. as you can see, i freaking bored so i came to blog.
erm.. i didn't get jap as my CDS.
i only got pschology.
i hope when i go to appeal, i can have jap.
i seriously hope so.

ok.. whatever.
tmr gym time!
haha. so happy.
can go work out.
fat le.

don't know how's yunho.
hhaha.
hope he is really fine now.
i rewatching all their videos.
notice that yunho like to show a little bit of his inner clothes when he dance
he wear alot of clothes inside lah.
keep taking off abit.
hahha. trying to be sexy isit.
hahha.
ok.
go off le.

i pray to get my jap.

2006-10-17T13:44:00.000+08:00

sian.. my mum wants me to tidy the shelf again.
i will la.
though i will do it later.

went to NP yesterday.
erm. their lecture theatre is big.
i feel so relieved.
i didn't go to NP la.
travelled for like 1 and half hour.
went to eat fondue!!
hahah so happy.
anyway, we went to watch 'Silk'
damnit.
not scary.
hahah. but you can hear damn lot of vulgarities.
hahah. this freaking person damn scare la.
listen to his mp3 got whole show.

walao.. damnit can.
this anti-tvxq woman, she caused yunho to go to hospital.
she gave him a bottle of water with super glue imside the drink.
then yunho not being suspicious drank it.
walao. now he couldn't sing and eat properly.
lucky he vomit out the drink.
omg la.
that woman so freaking evil can.
walao.
hope he will get well soon.
pls.. i pray to buddha or whoever.
pls let him recover.

haaha. i dreamt of him yesterday.
with he phone number also.
omg.. so damn happy.
i really hope it will come true can!
but i know it won't.
it just merely daydreaming.
i am serious.

how nice if they can come Singapore.
yunho pls get well soon!

2006-10-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

okay.. just pack finished my book shelf.
still abit messy.
but i hope mum won't say anything.

i seriously think is alright le.
lol. regine maybe working with me for AIG.
all thanks to those turn down this job.
that's why got vacancy.
hahah.

today is my only free day at home man.
tmr maybe go out and exercise.
haven't been exercising.
damn fat now.
i am serious.

need to cut down my weight.
but first of all i need to be on diet.
but i just can't bring myself not to eat nice food.

yeah! tas and og goin to have outing!
i hope i can make it.
but i need to work.
i think i will have 700bucks this month.
from my pay.
i calculated is ard 700 to 750bucks.
but i need to clear my hp bills.
so will left ard 500 bucks.

i was supposed to save that 80bucks.
but i treated bro food.
so left erm.. 50?
hahah.
just too happy he is back.
nehnehneh..

whatever! i need more money!!
money money money!!

oh.. this mon goin to clash NP.
then go eat fondue with mel and friends.
hahah. gonna see how NP look like.
nehnehneh.

i like my watch my bro gave me.
erm. jacket not bad la.
but gonna buy another one with nicer colour.
ask my bro go vietnam again.
think he is going this dec..
haha.. more presents~!~!

bye!! go plan my exercise thingy~!

2006-10-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm... damn sian now..
suppose to tidy my shelf..
but i just too lazy to do it sia.

i want to buy TVXQ 1st Live Tour 2006 ~Heart, Mind and Soul~
but Singapore will have it so soon?
think i will buy it online?
i also want their All About 東方神起
but i don't have the money to buy it online.
is too expensive
maybe i just burn it from regine?

hmmmmm..
just listen their new jap song "miss you"
10 mins long can.
erm. don't know how to comment.

haven't listen finish their latest album- 'O'-正.反.合
quite okay..
i keep listening to 'O' and 'Get me some'
hmmmmmmm.. cos is fast song..

okay mum is awake! i gtg!

2006-10-10T12:54:00.000+08:00

long time no blog..
what a sentence.

anyway, quite vexed over pspvideo 9.
i just can't transcode the videos.
damn it.
shall ask darren to help me.
well who can i ask?

these few days quite stressed.
feel that somethings are damn unreasonable.
if they continue like this i think i will explode.

lol. i will not explode la.
i am very tolerant.
ok.. got another job from AIG.
yeah this time mel and sharon working with me!
woots! but need to wear short skirts.
damn it sia.
too bad they don't need anymore ppl.
or i can ask reg they all.

ok.. goin to pack my room.
mum is scolding.
anyway, bro is coming back from vietnam!! hahah..

i will see how my jacket look like.
bye~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

happy day!!

2006-10-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

i freaking happy can..
because i bought alot of things.
with my salary.
i know i shouldn't spend it la.
but i just feel that i should at least make myself happy.

i bought tvxq's concert album and rain's album.
then bought a headphones(bro paid of course)
hahah.. just happy over small things.
i am just being contented with what i have.
hahah.

hmmmmm. went out with seemun.
omg can.
the cafe she brought me wasn't as nice as i thought.
tsk. but at least she helped me to save money la..
thanks girl! hahah!

bro bought creative vision m.
damn nice can.
lol.. but damn sian.
now helpin him transfer all the files.
damnit.. so much can..
i damn lazy to do it.

hmmm. tmr still got co.
don't feel like going.
goin to quit?
lol.. i not sure either.
hais.

anyway, maybe i will take up a course.
dancing course with seemun.
just want to enrich myself during this holidays.
instead of working and working.. hahah.

gtg.. bye..

2006-10-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

the past is haunting me.

if I wasn't so prideful,
if I wasn't so revengeful.
if I wasn't jealous,
if i wasn't so hopeful

will there be a change?

2006-10-02T23:45:00.001+08:00

hmmmmm.. back from han ka ram.
damn long never go back. like a week.
i almost forget everything can.. tsk.

ok.. yesterday i was too tired to blog.
really very tired.
only had 5 hours of sleep for 3 days.
got damn lot of free gifts from natas.
got cousins aeroplane balloons.
got mel damn freaking lots of things.
(i have to help her cos i cause her to fallsick and can't work)
sorry mel!!
got MS WONG SEE MUN rain's poster and card.
got regine a korea travel guide.
got mum a small packet of medicated oil.
got 5th aunt a packet of free gift.

as u can see, there are alot of free gifts.
if you see what i got u will be jealous. hahha!

i hope that aunt from sabah can get my bags.
i seriously hope she can receive it.
she is a nice woman.
she doesn't really get a chance to go to town.
she make nice necklaces and braclets.
she gave me and sharon a necklace each which costs $5.
just because we helped her queued up for the balloon aeroplane.
she also gave us a keychain.
see she so nice.
so i really hope she can get the bags.
please the tourism board, pass her the bags..

today i bought rain's cd..
abit waste of money.
i should have buy tvxq's cd.
but still got a folder.
lol. i got smth for someone.
i feel bad for her.
hais.

and i got my salary.
so tml i will buy tvxq's cd.
hhahaha!! and eat fondue with seemun.
cos she say is damn cheap... hahahha!

byebye...

2006-09-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. just came back from NATAS fair.
ok la.. not that bad. just that i have to walk quite alot.
met sharon.. lol.
heng i saw her photo before, or i will be alone today sia.
felt quite bad to mel.
i shouldn't have cough in front of her.
now she is sick and she can't work.

I AM VERY SORRY MEL!!

hais.. then saw yichong...lol.
oh ya.. damn lot of cute guys can..
omg la!! tsk.. i am tiko bu!! hahah..
but is damn cute.
mel, if weng lok come only can trash aig de.
if compare to them, he will be trashed till flat sia..

hahah.. can you imagine? someone actually say i have a sweet smile...
*grins* *my super proud face*
hahahah.. damn happy can..
we actually need to carry a balloon that was attached to a bag ard the fair.
but the balloon deflated easily, so aig ppl stick that balloon onto a cap.
and we have to wear it.
oh man, damn funny can.. all the kids snatchin the balloon from us..
i am quite glad that there are nice ppl..

but there were some unhappy things happened.
this freaking chikopeh said to us that we should wear sexier and g-strings.
sharon and i just smiled at him and walked off la.
wtf sia..
and the ppl from somewhere ( mel knows who are they)
hit my balloon damn fucking hard when i walked past them.
wth.. cannot walk isit.. tmd.

ok..whatever la.
tmr i shall be some auntie taking all the freebies..
hahah.. is fun to see all the cute guys again.. muahahhahha.
ok.. i seriously hope that sharon can work on sunday!!

gtg.. byebye...

2006-09-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

hehheh.. edited le..
ppl u all got alot of wrong answers..
maybe i too secretive or mysterious..
heheh...

anyway, i just cant find the psp usb connection.
how i transfer my files.. tsk.
and i tml cant go celebrate reg and wanru's birthday.
cos i have to work. sian..
next time lo.. bo pian..

gtg.. byebye..

bo liao stuff

2006-09-24T16:10:00.000+08:00

can see i damn sian now.
posting two entries a day.
goin to do what mel want me to do.
cos i super free can!

Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Post them on LJ and let people guess which the five false ones are!
Get 5 others to do the same.

directly copy from mel. i lazy to type.

I love to sleep. (duh)
I dislike kids crying cos i don't know how to comfort them.
I easily crush/infatuate on other ppl. (including artiste)
I love soya milk.
I love my family.
I hate to doll up myself.
I have good fashion sense.
I love TVfXQ. (duh)
I very easily shaken by other ppl's views.
I have a habit of finding excuses when I made a mistake.
I can't sleep without my favourite pillow.
I am not okay with being alone.
I am okay with lizards.
I actually quite selfish, just that I don't make it obvious.
I dislike bikinis.
I can't sleep without bathing.
I am not a nice person. (I have a lot of mean thoughts)
I like daydreaming.
I easily fall in love with smth and lose passion easily.
I love to bathe.

i dunno who can do. so i not goin to ask anyone to do.

post your ans on my tagboard bah.. hahah.

2006-09-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmm.. lazy to update sia..
i think i update once a week nia..

15 & 16 Sept
hmmm. had accapella concert.
er, the first night wasn't that good.
i couldn't even 'hey' well can.
i am not a good rhythmn person you see.
i hey like hell can. feel damn freaking bad.
NANU and other groups are damn good can.
Juz B are equally good too.
they damn funny can.

The second night was better.
Although i didn't hey well again but i think i did better la!
And i listen to the concert again, i found that the beat went fast then slow.
how am i suppose to change
ok, I finding excuses can! boooo

mel and wenglok came for the second night.
becos of the free tickets can.
actually huishan coming.
but she don't feel well so didn't come.
but quite happy to see them.
MEL DIDN"T BUY FLOWER FOR ME!boo..
hahah. i don't really care about the flower la.
you came can le.
eeyer..
some other 4/1 ppl came too.
support jo mah.. hmm
hug meirong for quite long.
didn't see her for quite long le.
oh, i hugged jo at backstage becos i too nervous.
she said i damn nice to hug can.
ok. i am fat! what can you do!

17 Sept
went to sentosa to be road usher/ marshall.
raining can. me reg and yc was drenched.
wanted to play luge.
but we were too tired
(they woke up at dunno what time, we have to reach harbourfront at 630am)

then i went to meet seemun and seying.
went town to celebrate seying's birthday.
erm we xia suay ourselves at taka.
won't go there anymore.boo
erm. had a great day with them.
enjoy ourselves.
we didn't meet up for a super long time can.
seying had to prepare for promos.
sian. aiya, hope she can do well.

18 Sept
went to han ka ram to work.
for those ppl who don't know where is han ka ram.
is at heeren 5th floor, a korean restaurant.
oh man. the food is freaking nice can.
but i keep making mistakes that day.
this idiot guy damn attitude can.
i am new you see.
but what to do, they are customers.
Yong mei is nice.
very nice. she took care of me very well.

20 Sept
supposely should go to reg's hse to play mahjong.
but i have to help my bro, so i went at night.
as i feel quite bad for pang sehing them, i treat to tanjong ruh bao.
damn ex can. bought damn tao huay and egg tart too.
hahah. the mahjong session wasn't satisfying.
maybe i don't have to mood to play.

21-23 Sept
went han ka ram work again.
for 21 and 22, i worked with regine.
hmmm. nth much happen.
just that i feel boss don't really like me.
or isit i think too much.
but i just have that feeling.

yesterday wanru and yenchyi came.
hmm. they went shopping for reg's present.
got her a shirt i think.
ok la. nth much happen.
i wanto eat bibimbap next time i work.

Today
feel damn tired becos of work.
didn't go for idol.
i was very tired and don't feel really well.
hope wanru they all can enjoy themselves.
boo. and i hate reminding ppl to return me my stuffs.

2006-09-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

hehheh.. now damn free to blog.. haha
shall update what's happening for the past week.

SATURDAY
mel and i went to send wenglok off..
walao, so good sia, went to hong kong.
hahha.. cam-whoring at changi airport.
lol.. walked for around 2 and a half hours sia.
lol. saw this kindergarden kids.
damn cute sia. we wanted them to be our background.
lol. damn funny sia. in the end only us in the pic.
hahah.. crapped alot..
oh ya! weng lok's aunt damn nice.
treat us for breakfast! damn it man.. i feel so bad la.
hahah.
then we went to tm to eat.
mel's treat to teppanyaki!
hahah! but i felt bad so i treat her swensen's.
after which we went to my house.
damn it sia. don't watch pirated vcds.
we watched 'house of wax'. can't see anything..
keep laughing!!

then i went to regine's house to play mahjong.
i think one day must video how i played sia.
they said i damn irritating.
and i keep winning! lol!

MONDAY
i seriously forgot where i go to..
but i know i went out.
oh man..
i really don't know where i go to..

TUESDAY
went to celebrate sep babies.
went to marina sq to eat changing appetites.
saw my brother. walao, didnt ask me out la!
before that me and regine went to some korean restaurant to apply job.
hmmm, no reply. but i hope i can get the job sia.
after dinner we went to watch soccer match.
my first time to watch it live.
oh man. is korea vs nepal.
korea won with 2 goals.
no. 11 is damn cute can. hahah.
beng and i were like no repeat la..
cos if u watch it on tv, there is repeat for every goal scored. lol!
nepal ppl dman high can!

WEDNESDAY
lol.. went to regine's house to play mahjong again!
i won 12 bucks but none of them want to pay la!
hahah.. we went to Singapore Idol.
seriously, i think jasmine is good.
her voice quite nice..
oh ya! the people who are standing look like some hungry ghosts.
cos i was sitting on the 2nd level, then from my view, they look like la!
they were waving while the idols were singing.
hahha. the people sitting in front of us are damn bastards!
sit our seats then tell ppl to shoo off when they want to sit.
hmmmmmm. i wonder who is out for idol.
then went to eat supper..
boooo.. fat sia..
went to eat prata..the fried chicken damn nice can.
hahah. milo dinosaur cheat money sia.
i can make oso!

THURSDAY
hahha. went to watch soccer match again.
this time is korea vs japan.
hmmmm. i was hoping them to draw la.
but korea lost by 1 goal.
korea 2 vs japan 3
booo. but kudos to no.11 and no.17
they run damn fast can!
hmmm.
wanru, regine and i took a pic with the players.
i took with no.3 (minwoo same name as shinhwa minwoo la) korea de.
regine took with her eye candy, jinsoo no.7.
he damn cute can. he even look back when he is in the bus.
also, he stand damn close to reg.
damn cute!
minwoo look quite sad in de pic.
ok. wanru actually want to take with no.17 from japan.
but he just went up the bus.
so she took with the other guy!
he is damn cute too!
wth sia!

then wanru oso took a pic with this japanese twins.
they are freaking cute..
and i only can hear children cheering la!
when we went off, wanru converse in japanese with this grp of japan ppl.
haha! i understand some leh!

TODAY
jus came back from TAS practice.
next week is the showdown!
boo. dont feel like performing sia.
oh ya! saw this damn cute guy sitting in front of me when i eating breakfast.
ahahah. i goin siao can!
i having sore throat.. sian la!

tomorrow goin to some service centre thingy.
for natas fair! then go kbox with mel and her aunt!
hahah.. damn long no go kbox lor!
hmmmmm. shall have a tiring day tml i think!
okay! i have to work.. earn money cos i have to return wanru money!

goin for FORBIDDEN CITY NEXT WEEK!!
hahah!
bye peeps!

2006-09-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

ok~! i long time no update le.
EXAMS are OVER!! whoohoo!
i don't think i did well for OB cos i misinterpret alot of questions.
quite confident for econs and intht.
rht i left the room 2omins earlier.
don't know what to do sia.

ok.. let's wait for the results..
anyway, met 4/4 ppl on fri.
hmmmmm. most of them didn't change.
chat a while and they went to watch movie.
cos i don't feel like watching movie i went off with my clique.
super long time no see them..
haahahha.
we went to novena to eat.. only mei ping and tiffany eat.
but didn't see nurain. she went out with addilah i think.
hope we can see each other soon.
anyway, jiexin is in depression mode.
hais.. and she said that i grow fleshy.
boooooooo..

i need to find job le.. sian.....

2006-08-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

lol... wanru, yen chyi, regine and jun gang came my hse..
a very slack day..
wanru came to cook for us.
i helped her and i seriously think both of us the taste buds got problem.
the food came out to be salty.
haha.. ok.. now they went for interview.
regine and mine were over.
we had ours yesterday.
buddha! pls let me get in.. i seriously want to get in CYA!
is my last chance!! pls!

ok.. we are supposed to watch dvd!
is a dvd cum cooking day.
but, yc and reg are too engrossed with full house.
so ya, only me beng n wanru watched.
erm, havent finished la! like wth!! haha
we actually planned it nicely.
hmmm maybe psuan is not here!

we must have it next time!! with psuan!!
with everyone!
hmmm, wanru and guys are coming my hse over later.
again, she making mashed potato.
but too bad, reg cant eat.. cos she went home..
ok.. i simply love them..
they make my life in poly happy..
unlike others! booo!

anyway, we must have a pyjamas night!
so cool sia!! hahah

I MISS 4/4 PEOPLE!
i must go back on teachers' day!
i wan to see them..
hug them kiss them or wadeva..
i love them
and i didnt contact with mel n jiexin n tiff n ain n meiping
for LONG LONG TIME!

i seriously need for affilation.
before going back for teachers day
i have to complete my exam first...
at least must go back with a happy feeling mah
so i must mug..
so that after exams i wont think too much!
hahah! ok

i shant talk so much though i didnt update so long le!

PLEASE LET ME GET IN CYA!! i wan!

2006-08-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

What the fuck.
i feel damn momo now.
i don't know why. but i am fucking pissed off.
is either i didn't have enough sleep or i am pissed off by all the projects i have.
ever since my bro went overseas, i didn't have enough sleep.
after i helped to collect the fucking money, i have to finish up the projects that was goin to due.

ok la.. i don't want to type le.. goin off.

2006-07-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

wth la!! i type so long then nth came out!!
boohoo!! ok goin to type it all again!!
this week didnt update at all.
life isn't as bad as i think sia.. i mran in term of schooling.
before i start sch, i thought i will be loner sia..
no one will be same frequency as me.
but now, i got so many random friends and i don't mind being together for 3 yrs leh!

ok.. last thursday was National Accapella Competition.
SUARA got second and TAG got 1st..
well, i was hoping that we will get 1st.
but anyway, TAG really did a great job! CONGRATULATIONS!
ok! changing of perception, WE SUARA DID A GREAT JOB TOO!

well, the concert was cancelled. seriously, i m very disappointed.
we had prepared so hard for it, really very disappointed.
i went back to TAS is just for the concert.
now, it is cancelled. so wad is the point for me to stay.
i dun think i can commit next year. hais.

anyway, yesterday was fun..
the random ppl went to play badminton.
is damn fun.. do alot of random actions.
then, beng who had his ankle sprained, played too.
damn lot of pattern la!!
then keep playin, cos we want to jingle our fats off!
we got sian very fast, so we play mahjong in my hse.
lol.. my bro was awaken by the noise then join the game too!!
hehehe.. random la!
in the end onli regine and beng win money.. me n wanru lost!
i simply love them!
life in tp is fun with them..
doing all the random stuff and keep taking spastic pic with wanru's cam!

ok.. we also have lots of nick..
trying to learn all the twits.. lol!
or ah lian????
nvmm. i shall post some of the spastic pics..!!

byebye~!

WTH la!

2006-07-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

ok fine.. i am seriously quite pissed off by someone..
for some reason or another, i can't reveal the person's name.
ok.. the person is a taiji master..
she doesn't wan to contrib ute..
maybe she did contribute, but wad is she doin la..
like we ask her to stay up to do, she will says she is slpy..
she is ALWAYS slpy la..
and jus now i ask her to do pro asap..
she says she will do it in the morning or after sch..
i was likw wtf... she already know we need to hand it in this fri la!
wth!
ok nvm.. i will torture her to death i tell u..
i will make sure she does a great job for ppt!

haha.. today me and wanru think so msn nick for everyone!
me: increasing randomness.
wanru: routine randomness.
yen chyi: consistent. consistently random.
poh suan: ah soh's randomness.
regine: momo randomness.
jun gang: either ah bung's randomness or gentle-bungness.

sry ar.. we are so random tat i dunno why we do this..
ok.. life in poly with them is always so funny..
but i still rmb jiexin meiping tiffany and ain..
not forgetting mel!!
haha
all of u rock my world man!!
haha!
to meiping, tiff, jiexin, ain and mel!!
we must meet one day ya!! soon!! hahah
i felt so loved in this world.. (random)

bye peeps!

HEHHEH

2006-07-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

ok.. i shall stop being such a pestimistic...
thanks ppl for cheering me up!! hehheh!! HUIFEN IS ALIVE AGAIN!
heheh!! THANKS WANRU FOR MAKING ME LAUGH EVERYDAY!
i think i will have abs after my poly life! haha!

ok.. well.. today i had my oral presentaton..
seriously i think i done it quite well..
at least is beter than the trial one..
hahah.. but wanling and wendy said i keep tiaoing ppl instead of doin eye contact..
hehheh.. dunno la.. at least i think i will get a pass.. haha

damn it.. we have to chiong projects like siao la.. omg!
!$$##@!!$%($^)*)@*#()@*%#
nvm.. i shall chiong with wanru..
i dun wan her to tire out herself..
she is not slpin for days for like projects?
and me living nearest to school slp like a pig!!
omg!!
huifen shall go for wanru's rescue!!
wanru! here i come!!

omg.. i being more and more unpredictable and random..
haha..ok..
i shall go do project ler..
bye ppl!

Feelings

2006-07-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

i having a lot of feelings now..
happy, sad and frustrated..

let's say about frustated first..
my mum and my bro called me just to scold me..
ok.. maybe i am wrong.. but why cant they jus scold me when i reach home..
my bro scold me becos i forgot to pass him back that money..
ok lar.. i transfer to ur account tml lor..
say it peacefully can settle le mah..
then my mum wanted me to help her to do something last min.
but i reached home at 9pm when i supposed to reeach at 8pm..
my fault i noe, but i did helped her..
the customer wanted it tml.. ok i do it tml la..
but she den scold me getting worse when i went to poly..
i was like 'huh? wth.. ' she scold me for slpin late last night.. 4am..
but i was doin my project, and she says i didnt help to do household chores..
wth la.. wad she expect me to do.. getting good results while helpin with her work?
wad's wrong with me these few days? m i realli supposed to get all this scoldings?

ok whatever.. talk about the sad and happy part..
i was quite happy to get back my results.. quite good..
abd today we, 4/4, went back to amkss to gather..
erm.. some ppl cannot make it la.. hahha..
didnt see them for quite some time ler..
still as lame as ever..
but i still happy to see them.. hehheh..
went to the clsroom we used to study in..
erm.. flashbacks appeared in my mind.. sad i can say..
the good old times appeared in my mind..
but i cant enjoyed it now..
everyone is in different schools, leading different lifes..
ok gathering was rather successful.. but i didnt get to see mrs ong pregnant body..
hahah.. abit wasted la..

ok i remembered quite alot of things.... that were disappeared in my memory for some time..
this entry is similar to mel's but i still wanna write it down.
i remembered how we spent 15 mins in toilet and 15mins for eating durin recess.
i remembered how i crapped with njm in class.
i remembered how mel, yiru and i disturb yang sheng in class.
i remembered how i crapped with jiexin in chinese class and disturb njm and ys at the same time.
i remembered the quarrels we had during sec3 and 4.
i remembered the noisiness we had in class.
i remembered how we laughed when we get back poor results.
i remembered me serene and mel doing crazy things during choir.
i remembered we keeping saying 'liu' during choir.
i remembered how we worked so hard for SYF.
i remembered sec1 and 2 i crapped with char, jo and ying.
i remembered we played volleyball everyday after school when we were sec2.
i remembered when we changed pe tee in toilet and making alot of noises.
i remembered when we gossiped about everything.
i remembered when we make really lame jokes that only amksians understand.
i remembered those days we did all the mean things on zq, njm and ys.
i remembered those days we cheong for o's.
i remembered those days when we preparing for class play and got so happy when we got the first.
i remembered when we rebuting mrs ismail.
i remembered when we stayed back in school doing nth.
i remembered those days we go eat meinu mian for lunch.
i remembered those days we avoiding mr siva and mr ong for our attire.
i remembered ryan will irritate us..

i remembered alot of things. things that words cant describe it.. or even says finish it.

ok.. i see no more ler.. feeling quite down now.. things dun go smoothly for me i think..
hais.. wad can i do.. damnit..
byebye..

SUAY!

2006-06-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

believe it or not.. i am damn suay for this few days..
dunno when it starts to happen.. i think it starts when my mp3 was corrupted by dreamweaver.
my mp3 cant play and cant open any folders..
when it is plug into any com, that com will hang..

then yesterday gilbert says my topic is not very interesting..
ok.. maybe it is realli not very interesting.. but i still goin to blame it on my suayness..
den yesterday i had fever.. 38.8!! damn high.. and the doctor says it wont go down for like 2 days!! i was like damn shocked la..
cant eat anything or rather no appetite..
hais.. damn sian la.. plus i didnt go co for 2 times le leh.. i think i will not have seal points.
sian sian sian!! suay suay suay!!

ok maybe is not as suay as i think la.. feeling emo is so irrtating.. damnit...
dun wan to type anymore.. i m using all my strength to type.. adious~!

2006-06-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

this is the ppl who went for tiff's bday celebration..
me n jiexin acting cute.. lol~!
njm and lsy like gaying.. jm tai shan ys.. lol~!
me and meiping.. i think i like wearing goggles~! lol..

2006-06-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

hais... i am supposed to upload the pic..
but it didnt come out as expected..
but it can be seen now~! yeah~!
oh ya.. i am supposed update too~!
but i havin exams so i have to study..

today is the last day of mid-sem tests..
RHT~! i think i may fail lar..
didt really study for it~!
but nvm.. i shall work hard for projects and end-yr.

today, we went to airport and eat popeye chicken..
damn filling lar.. hahahs
and jun gang was sitting with us too!
he was damn funny!
one of his motto in life i think : have fun and being funny~
den we went to watch movie.. but we didnt get to watch she's the man..
in the end we went to watch the omen..
the ending sucks like dunno wad~!
my first horror movie in cinema.. hahhas
screaming, burping and laughing like dunno wad..
hahahs.. i feel damn tired after doing all this la..
i think i can have abs when i kip laughing everyday...
i think i can jian fei tooo~!
lol~! poh suan, wanru, yen chyi and regine are damn entertaining.. lol

let's talk about sunday.. lol~!
we went to marina square and have fun~!
actuaali is to celebrate tiff's birthday~!
we went to eat pizza hut and tok crap..
den we went to play pool and arcade!!
THEY ARE MY BESTIES~!
I SIMPLY LOVE THEM~!

oh ya!! we took quite a few pictures that day..
like meiping says we like take pics anywhere and everywhere la~!
lol~! took quite a few spastic photos.. hahahs

i realli hope to see them real soon again~!
haha! so gtg~! changing skin soon bah~!
byebye~!

2006-06-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

2006-06-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

this is one of the photo i took today.. update more tml or next time..
have to study for this week mid-sem tests!! lol!!

2006-05-31T20:15:00.000+08:00

hais... i damn sian now la...
these few days my mood isn't very good..
yesterday i went out with primany sch frens..
i totally forgot that i have to call my bro..
so as usual, he scolded me....
i was like wtf... s ur job not my job..
why i have to help u in the first place..

i noe is my fault not to inform u la..
den in the end i damn pei jek..
so jus now i was like, where is my salary?
he thought that he gave me le..
but i say no..
so he say deduct is from the specs money..
wadeva la... i was irritated and gave him attitude..

den jus now my mum call me...
i didnt ans cos i scare se scold me for being late..
so i was wrong..
she wanted to have dinner with me..
but she eaten.. so i have to settle my dinner alone..
en she said that i went home late yest.
i mean she dunno wad hapen den anyhow say..
i was super irritated..
maybe i have pms..
wadeva..
i m a lousy person who scold my family..
punish me!!

2006-05-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

hais.. long time no update le..
sian lar.. got into poly as u noe..
sian tml i will have an individual presentation..
bloody hell!! i cant tok like nuts lar!! fuck lar!
but wad can i do... is i choose to go poly..
i should have expect it lar.. tmd!

anyway, i feel damn lonely in tp lar..
is like my clsmates have their sec. school fren with them...
i onli have some.. and i dun even in really good terms la..
sian lar... like i still very anti-social in sch..
although my cls ppl are really nice..
but my frequency and their like cant link lar..
sian.. hais

hais... now struggling with comm skills..
actualli tp is not bad lar.. but dun have the right person to be dere lar..
hais.. sian lar..

i goin crazy lar!! FUCK!!

2006-04-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

actually, i am suppose to update about the day before yesterday.
but i too lazy to do so..
and this might be the last entry for this month before i get my laptop..
so see you guys soon!

PS athough i noe no one will read it yar.. lol!!

2006-04-06T15:36:00.000+08:00

lol!? tml is my last day of work!!
that means i have no more income le.
so wad's up with the pay! i haven't even received it for last month!
which means i can't replenish my wardrobe for poly!

last day of work means alot to me!
-no more talking and laughing to the com like a lunatic.
-no more using of internet cos my com is down.
-no more looking out for joyce when i surf net.
-no more caught by sandra i used net.
-no more staring at the com like larry.
-no more boring tasks!-no more ot pay (boohoo)
-most imptly, no more money!!

hais... wadeva la..then i will rot at home.. sian..

yay! let's talk about yesterday..
it was a meaningful as compared to last month.
took half day leave and went party world with mel, wl, mel's aunt and cousin.lol!
we were crazy.. very indeed!! lol!we sang for like 5 hrs!
that's why today i abit of sore throat..
but each of us jus paid 9 bucks.. damn cheap lar..
i think becos mel's aunt is member bah..
mel and i kip shouting into the mic..
and she keep mo fang zeng zhi wei!lol!!
we had so much fun la.. lol!

after singing, we went to have our dinner then went to j8.
i just want to go to support my bro's friend shop..
but who knows, we met joyce, my supervisor there! wth!
i lied to her that i goin to visit the dead.. i quickly hide and she saw it..
i think i quite dumb la.. shld have tell her that i meet mel after that shao mu thingy..
how dumb can i be..!!
all thanks to mel's aunt, help me tell joyce..

oh ya! we went to take neos too.. like after 1 yr didnt take..
i totally forgot how to use all those machines lar!
therefore, the first neo that mel n i took was screwed up..the second was nice..
but too bad i m com noob..or i can post it on my blog.. hehhhehh!!
anyway, we saw joyce chin from cls 4/4 in the neo shop.. LOL!!

I SHALL UPDATE MORE ABOUT YESTERDAY TML.. NOW BUSY WITH MY WORK..

ADIOUS~!

2006-04-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

oh ya! i forgot to update about past few days..i think i gettin more forgetful as time pass by..
anyway, talk about sat which is april fool's day..this is the day when ppl foolin others..

being a good girl, i don't scam ppl..i KENA FOOLED!
at first is pui man sent me a sms in the morning.so i get to noe that is AFD that day..
i prepare to be fooled u see..

after that is char wong sms which says: " i broke up with kelvin."i was lke WTH! really?!i was fooled!

that night, mel wanna scam me.. i noe is a prank.. so i played along.but i gettin pissed off in the midst cos mel dun wan to give up..i was damn pissed lar!

anyway, my bro is back from viet with no gift for me.. nvm.. he bought a pants for me before he leave.. hehheh!
ppl! no ever try riding a bike when is raining! i mean scooter or motorbike! i damn freaking cold~! and i kanna splash by water when this car pass by!damnit! wadeva~!

i going to say no link things ler~! heh no kappa~!I CUT MY HAIR!no link~! !@#$$#%%$#@#~
goin off~!
ciaos~!

2006-04-04T13:48:00.000+08:00

lol! backie! why am i always sound so excited? hahas!okay, i am working again. server is down again, so i can eat snake(hokkien).actually i have nth to blog. but i have nth to do now.
so, mel, is not i want to blog. BUT I HAVE NTH TO DO!

hais.. i seriously feel that albert is irritating.wth!! he is sitting behind me la.. den kip ahemin!!ok, is my fault to surf net while working.. but do u need to kip ahemin!!FCUK!

ok! mel, ernest and jackson wearing white today!! they damn gay la!i heard from wenglok that yest they oso wear white.they super ai guo! i think this week colour theme is white~!

YEAH!! tml goin kboxing!! looking forward to it!! lol!! serious!i must sing my heart out!! lol!!
I HAVE DECIDE TO TAKE JAP!! I HAVE ONLY THIS CHIOCE YA!then i can watch anime without looking at the subtitles!i feel that i think too much.. cos i only will learn the basic.. lol!wth!nth to say le lar!

sayonara!!

2006-03-29T12:35:00.000+08:00

back.. now lunchtime.. hahahs!! realised something damn funny... outsource ppl : alex, ernest and jackson wear red shirt for three days!! omg!! mel and i was like wtf!!! why even jackson oso wear red for three days!! why why why?
anyway, i hope that tml they wont wear red again.. i feel so chinese new year lar! hahhaS!

hey ppl! must read NANA!! is so damn nice lar! there is even movie from this comic... zhong dao mei jia act as the wild nana.. i watched her mtv for this movie.. the song is really super duper nice!! her voice is so powerful! OMG! i really hope that comic company will import the movie vcd.. i want it lar!!

'PRINCE OF TENNIS' songs are so so so so nice! i want it!! i think i will get it from sarah!! although is very bad lar.. haha!! ryoma is so cute!! hahahs!

SMAP new song 'triangle' , i dont noe is it new song lor.. but is nice too!! hehheh!
i want no. 1 attack the theme song!! must et it from xiuyi!!

i think i really craze over jap songs and comic.. korean is ok nia.. anyway, i taking japanese as third language.. tp doesnt offer korean.. hais..

ok lar.. i dun wan to crap ler.. mel said that if nth to blog then dun blog.. but i jus wanna crap mah.. ok!! i am stubborn!! *no link*

byessss~!

2006-03-27T12:47:00.000+08:00

LOL! actually now i am suppose to work, but i am damn bored with it la! boring is the only description i can give for this job!hais.. anyway, last week mel and i were surrounded by outsource ppl!!with albert in front of me and jackson and ernest behind me.. is enough!!hais.. mel and weng lok are not here for work. they went to np to check the laptop thingy.so, today i am alone.. sian..

LOL! today ernest and jackson wore the same colour shirt.. i start to think that they are gays..why? why? lol!! i just noticed that the whole outsource ppl except albert is wearing red shirt today!!omg!! really got telepathy..lol!!

let's talk abt other things bah. read quite a few ppl blogs.. lol!quite a few talking abt gang yi and gang rui.. lol! are they hottest ppl in sr now?i actually thought that kingsly will be la.. lol!! and where is elwin? no one mention abt him.. how sad.. hais..ok lar.. i am nice. i did mentioned elwin's name!! lol.. why am i so lame!?hais.. i wonder how my og ppl doin now? miss yun qian and yunlu!

ok.. i am quite happy to noe that my orientation is not 10 days.. i made a mistake ya!! lol! i am mad! this job is driving me crazy..

i now damn tired la.. all becos of my stupid brother! go viet and find gf,and i have to replace him to work. so this week i will sleep ard 1am FOR EVERYDAY!is like wth! i used to slp at 11PM.. i damn tired lar.. hais

change topic again.. lol!! i now super obsessed with animes and mangas!! lol!i think becos that is my only entertainment source..did i ever mention that my hse tv *poof*!! is really explode! lol!is becos this tv set accompanied me for like 10 yrs le.. sad!anyway,i spent like almost hundred bucks on comics books!! omg!!hais.. now Prince of Tennis is really very very nicee!! lol!! ok!! bleach oso not bad..Ryoma,Tezuka and Fuji are sooo cutee lar!! lol!! others are cool too!!i hope i can draw my own comic too!!! hehheh!!
MADA MADA DANE! I'M NOT FINISHED!!hahahs!! comics really rawk my world!! reading comics is an enjoyment in life.. lol!!

okay.. i wanna thanks mel's aunt!! this morning she passed me a card she got in natas fair..is RAIN!! lol!! he is the ambassador mah.. so got his pic on the card!! ahhh!!! so cute and shuai!!lol!! he is real name is JUNG JI HOON!! LOL! ok i stopped crapping.. must get back to work!

SAYONARA~!

PS: my colour sense suck!

2006-03-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

hais.. now at office lar.. my bro's i mean.. damn sian.. tml he goin vietnam to see his girlfriend!! wth!!! and i need to help him with his work.. so damn sian lar... hais... but what can i do? i think he most probalby going to buy smth in vietnam to reward me!! wahhahahah!

so what should i say now? nothing big or special happen leh... just that i miss school alot.. workplace is super super sian!!! i think i must cherish the time i have during schooltime!! lol!! is just all crap!!

i damn scare lar... i alone in this course!! no friends!! nth!! i must start everything, i mean EVERYTHING afresh such as making new friends!! hais... what will be waiting for me??

everyone is so busy with their life... is so hard to meet up!! i miss all my good friends!! hais.. most probably we will just meet up when there is some special occasion!

I SERIOUSLY MISS SINGING!! I MISS TAS!! they are going to taiwan this year!! omg!! i really regretted not to join them this yr!! overseas trip is gone agian!! (last time is go jakarta, but not enough ppl to go) i really miss tas!! this yr they are going to have their own concert.. i think i miss out alot of fun.. why why why!! this yr carolin i must join!! must!!

next time den post bah.. tired! bye!

2006-03-21T16:16:00.000+08:00

this will jus be a short post..

hais... can anyone tell me that i am fat...? i went for medical checkup that day, i dunno which day isit..but when i take my height and weight, i got a shock in my life! i was 1.64m tall which i quite happy abt it, and my weight is 57kg!! omg! other bony girls, if u happen to see my blog, u should be relieved.. cos u aint as heavy as me!! wth!!!i now i damn sad lar... i need to cut off my weight!! hais..why does this happen to me!!? why why why?! NO LINK!! lol!! i think i goin crazy lar..hais... and i goin to take passport photo!! with my fat face, i think i will look ugly in the pic!!and i reaaly noticed my face is rounder compared to last time!!hais!! cant tok!! cos i still have to work!! hais... so sian!!

adieu!

2006-03-13T12:38:00.000+08:00

hais... dam sian now lar... now i havin lunchbreak... so i tou tou use com to update... actually nth to update leh...

jus that i now feel so awkward lar... used to goin to school leh... to see all my og n cg ppl... but now... new term had started!! and i have to work for my poly fees!! hais... sian lar... but lucky this office still have mel n wl to pei lar!! anyway, today mel go www!! wth!!! so i alone in the office!! dun get the wrrong idea!! she didnt pang seh me!! is me who dun wan to go!! cos this thu i meeting my clique peeps!

miss jx, tiff, mp and ain so much lar... oh ya!! i forgot to mention: happy belated birthday jiexin!!! sry i didnt go and celebrate ur birthday!!! i give u my promise that i will treat u meal when i receive my pay!! lol!! shant tok ler... gtg!! bye!!

p.s. should i take japanese or korean as third language?? hais

2006-03-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

hiyo!! i m back!!! i actually at mel's hse to use com lar!! my com BOOM! that's why i cant update and use msn!! like wth!!!

ard of applause for me!! i'm in temasek poly hospitality cousre.. i think i super tyco lar... like so many cant get in and i can!! haha!! super happy!! yeah!!

yesterday was our first og outing!! we went to siloso beach and had games like beach volley... so fun!! but too bad some of them didnt come... however, some of them's mood werent good.. becos of two reasons: cant get in to their desire school and this maybe the last time we meeting each other. kind of sad ya... hais.. i promise that even i may not see all of u in the future.. i will still remember all of u!!

i will always remember things like:

yunqian: we laugh crazily over small things.. lol.. and snatch balls durin bball game... and gossiping in class.

yunlu: we played volley n go for taekwondo to have fun.. and gossiping in class.. and ur big eyes!!

elwin: love to disturb u lar... hahas.. so fun lar..

hui hian: remember ur fall in taekwondo.. lol.. and ur powerful shots in volley!!

lizi: lol.. dunno wad to say to u... jus happy to have u in my og.. and love to gossip with u..

kingsly: remember u as my pl.. that's all?? cant remember i communicate with u leh..

gang rui: ur tkd style?? lol.. oh!! ur funny thumb actions!! and ur funny eyebrow lol...

jonathan: i love to irritate u.. so fun.. and see all ur reaction makes me laugh..

mark: u r cute lar.. hahas.. have a fren like u brightens up my day.. vjc boy!!

michael: i miss ur smile lar.. u keep smiling no matter wad.. hahas..

audrey and magdeline: u two so cute.. love tok to both of u... so cute... hehhheh..

darren: i miss ur vulgarities!! lol.. u r a gd fren..

xiuyi, lena and chiu mei: miss all of u.. sry didnt tok to u all.. hehhheh

okky and levin: didnt even tok to u lar.. but nvm.. i love both of u the existence..

hehheh.. i will miss u guys alot.. miss the days we pon lecture.. lol.. and kena caught.. hehheh.. i will keep my trademark smile too!! hehheh.. meet all of u next time.. gtg.. got time den i update.. buais!!

2006-01-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

lol.. so long never blog ler.. i very lazy to post le lehs.. hais.. so many things had happened during this period of time.. like o's, grad nite, 4/4 chalet, 5/6a1 chalet, christmas and now jc orientation..

orientation is so fun lar.. though i dun really like the subjects talk.. talkin abt the subjects talk, the gp teacher is so kong bu.. omg!! i dunno how to survive if she is my gp teacher..

ok i shall elaborate all the events that happened..

grad nite
lol.. everyone look so nice tat day.. haha... i love jiexin's cousin.. she helped us put make up.. and i cant believe tat my eyes can look so BIG.. hahas... but i hate wearin heels.. my legs hurt tat day... after havin all the fun in grand hyatt, i waited for my bro's fren to fetch me.. omg!! he just got his license lar.. so he dunno how to get to jiexin's hse... muahahahha..

4/4 chalet
i had so much fun at the chalet.. the first nite only me n huishan.. the only two gals.. so pathetic.. she helped my mum to deliver newspaper.. so nice of her.. we cycled frm pasir ris to tampines interchange.. though it soungs not tat far away, but when we cycled, is really very far.. and pasir ris flyover is sooo kong bu... damn dark lar... hahas.. oh yes.. i forgot to mention tat me, huishan n ryan went to arcade n got ourselves each an eraser.. i think ryan got the pink one.. lols...actually i forgot wad had happenedd lar.. i only know tat the last nite we were playin some card game den forgot ler... anyway i enjoyed myselves dere... hahaha..

christmas day
i dunno wad i did tat day.. i only noe i received alot of msg.. tat's all... every year i didnt really celebrate it lar..

5/6a1 chalet
omg!! i love this chalet so much lar.. i mean i dun expect someone will really go n organised this chalet.. lol.. after 4 years, we gathered together... all thanks to the organisers: wei zhe n sam.. hahas.. for more information i think should go see chengluan's blog.. lol... the game oso very fun... hahas..

orientation!!
i was so lucky to have lizi in my og... i cant imagine me alone in a group.. i dun think i will strike up any conversation lar.. omg is so.. i dun like the subjects talk.. i love the station games... noe so many frens... so cutee... hahas.. me n lizi kept discussin smth lar... lol... only both of us noe... n isa... omg... his voice is so nice lar... hahhas.. like dj... omg... so nice.. i think he is an idol of many gals...
the campfire item i did participate.. the dance quite nice lar... hehheheh.. i really hope i can stay with my og together for three months, but is impossible... lol... anyway, delphi zeta rocks... hehheh..
alot og my primany school frens are oso at srjc... like tammie, seying, see mun n sam... oh yahh.. george is dere too... he did change alot? but i still love his eyelashes.. so long n curly.. ok.. i think he abit fa fu ler... not the same olg george during primany school... hahaha..

i shall not continue... very tired of typin... adious..

2005-08-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

i know i shouldn't be blogging now, but i just want to say that i am quite happy for my eng oral. is not really that easy but i can say that i improve tremendously! i mean, during my oral i didnt talk much and the teacher keep prompting me. but last wednesday, i was like keep talking and talking but all crap... hahas... hu cares.. at least i still talk. and ms ng told us that the comments that day was good!

thinking of o level chinese, i got a B3. shocking is the ony feeling. but wad can i do. now i must chiong!! 8 distinctions is at the finishing line and i gonna take it!!

today went to lizi hse... i think i didnt do much but i did study a little bit. couldnt concentrate! why? no self motivation... hais..

this two years i experience a lot of things. shant elaborate. but i feel that a lot things does not go the way we want it to be. we need to learn to adapt to the environment. if ppl doesnt want to use thier real self to face ppl.. den let dem be.. by the end of the day, at least i use my real self to treat ppl, and i dun feel miserable.. lol..

cant tok much. gotta study for prelims! aim for 10 points and below.. byebye!!

study hard ppl... believe in urself and u can do it! pls dun ever give up in urself! if u give up on urself, no one can help u! jiayou jiayou JIAYOU!!!

2005-07-31T16:07:00.000+08:00

hey... this blg was dead for quite a sometime... anyway i won't update again... for this period of time... wanna study... PRELIMS is comin!! woohoo....

lately, a lot of things happened... but i dun really give a damn.... jus feel that no matter wad, it is still my life... i dun wan other ppl to control it? lol... very contented with my life now!!! :)

never mind.. gtg ler.... adious..

2005-06-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

wad th fook... i delete my post... is a super long post... shit it... nvm... retype... but no as detailed... yesterday me huli n yiru went to mel the jia... do geo presentation.. we did do finish hor!!

nvm... is lunch time... den we decide to go to the catery across the road... den we r so lucky tat it is closed... so we decide to go to market... guess wad... we felt raindrops... so we head to the nearby provision shop... we bought maggie mee n milk n eggs!!

den we went back to mel hse... huili helps us to cook .. so pro yet so instant(yiru say de)...lol... she decide to put the cooked mee over the raw egg n expect the egg to be cooked... but not as wad we expectedd... the egg is not cooked... so in the end yiru huili n i eat raw egg... mel eats cup noodles... lol...

this is the disatrous part... mel wanted to egg hard boiled egg.. but we tried twice but is still not cooked.. so we decide to fry it... we on the smoke absorber hope that is will absorb oil... so guess wad... the smoke is not asorb but emits more smoke out... haha... panick yea.... so in the end the whole room was smoky... so fun... guess wad i add in the egg... milk n sugar... so nice... den the oil in the pan turn chao tah... lol.. this is he first tine i see chaotah oil... so nice... lol... the second time we succeed!! yeah!!! lol... it taste lyk french toast but i lykit...

after cleanin up,, we went to watch anacondas... not reali scary but i tink is funny... lol... den slack ard den went home... so nce... if u wan to see pictures go to yiru's blog.. (www.eeverlastinglovee.blogspot.com).. very nice... lol... i shall go now... bunbye..!!

2005-06-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

lol.. i supposed i m to free to update twice a day... ok.. i m slackin... i noe i should be studyin but i jus cant help.... hais... no self-motivation huh... sad case... lol... i've been online from 11plus till now... went to quizilla again... this time is what kind of angel i m... lame huh... i n0e... i promise myself after this entry i will do my things... PROMIsE!!! lyk anyone will care... lol...

Your half- angel. Not exactly human, but not quite
angel, you walk on earth freely. Half-Angels
have no wings, but tend to show some signs.
Some ways to notice these are that the girl
never menstrates, she cannot bleed, and her
touch seems to give of a glow. No one really
knows how half-angels are born. Some say that
when a child is born, one of the angels blesses
her with her gifts. Others say that they are
cursed creatures, because half-angels cannot
die, while their familly and friends around
them do. Hlaf-Angels are very beautiful and
Kind, and have the power to speak to animals,
but at the same time, sad that they are this
way. Some Half-Angels love being human. Being
able to see, smell, hear, taste,and feel are
all miracles to them. They crave to be more
human-all the time.

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2005-06-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

damn sian now... so i went to quizilla... quite lame indeed... here is my results... lol..

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent, quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one can change that. Usually quiet but only because your listening, don't let anyone think you haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because your shy or sad, your usually quiet because your thinking. Your answers are well planned and helpful so people generally seek your advice. Your the perfect balance between solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time to yourself to sort out your emotions and figure things out. You understand the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let things get to you, whats that important for you to have to get so upset over? You know what you want out of life but are simply taking your time and enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it is, you can always change things later if your not happy

quite untrue? dunno... nvm... jus take for fun... lol...

2005-06-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

lol... update my blog....no more holiday class lor... so nice... can slack at home... or should i say cheong my work at home... lol...

friday
went to watch monster-in-law with tiff, jiexin, ain, mei ping n yuru... lol... nice... but i cant focus to the end of the show... cos............. jiexin noe... ask her bahs... lol.... den go shoopin den went home... quite borin indeed..

yesterday
went to town with bro... i realli is a mountain tortise... i will get lost if i m alone in town... sad... i dun even noe take wad bus or mrt to where... sad... kuku me... we went to sunshine plaza... dam.. de figurines dere r cheap n nice... super nice... damn it!! ok... den go to bugis... woah!! i didnt go dere before... 1st time... isit it sad case... lol... nvm... but we didnt much thing...jus bought some essentials....

today
jus woke up of cos... sian.. so i updatin now... den ltr most probably do hw bahs... gtg ler... adious..

2005-05-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

hahas... chi o's over ler... sian.. i tink i wont do well... hais... no confident... a2? dunno... sian...
i tink i must do better in other subjects ler... got back my results... sucky man... 2 f9... l1r5 is 23... nvr get so bad... guess i must work damn hard... i dun wan to lose to dem...

hahas.. today on the taxi den the taxi driver says he is ex-amksian... lol... he is the first batch... now he is ard 40 yrs... lol... so funny... his name is raja... lol... cool...

sian 1/2 lar...dunno wad to say lar... jus feel tat i shldnt get this sucky result... nvm... strive hard... is not far frm me.... i can do it...

2005-05-15T13:38:00.000+08:00

now so sian... jus came back from tuition... the teachers damn pro lor... i mean both a math n english teacher.... super good... betta den our skool teachers... those in my english band will know.. hais... later must go cheong my hw... sian...

hais... our skool so damn pathetic... no midyr for the sec 4s... isit lucky or unlucky... hais.. i wan exam... at least i can grade myself... i will noe where i stand... hais... but no midyr... teachers say that we have more time to revise... my foot!!!

topics left:

e-math: 1 more to go
a-math:3 more to go
physics:2 more to go
chemistry:on the last topic
social studies:1 more to go(tml goin through)
GEOGRAPHY:4 more to go

mrs ismail is super slow... each topic must have presentation... wth... waste of time... we dun have much time to waste ler... hais... sad... i tink i am so far from my targets... so i am hardworkin now... so damn hardworkin... i cant believe tat i now doin hw..... muahahahhaha... nvm... still hab time... june holidays must cheong lyk siao cha po...

lol... must stop bloggin ler... dun tink these few days i will blog ler... so this the last entry for this few weeks? hahas

2005-05-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

muahahaha... today is friday the 13... nth really happen.. except tat i saw 2 black crows eatin some dead rat...

yesterday is unlucky day... i lost my calculator... some bloody idiot took it... is lyk left on the table den it gone missin... wtf... tmd... is new calculator lehs... f*** de person... idiot...
yesterday is a nice day? dunno saw cats matin... muahaha.... den i went up t take fotos... den the male cat saw me... muahaha.. den dey stopped.. but i tink the female cat is so sexually deprive... kip pesterin the male cat.. mi dawn n yiru saw it... actually i jus wanna go chem lab to see whether my calculator is dere... hahahah... in the end... i tink they goin to hab another session... but the male cat is so suspicious tat it jus went under the car... hahaha... so damn funni... we almost chase by the two cats... hahaha...

waliu... yesterday saw blue evo 9.. quite nice... of cos is betta lookin den evo 7 n 8.. fiercer lookin... but i still tink evo 5 is nicest... hahaha..

today didnt happen any special things.... oh... i jus wonderin this few days... y so many ppl readin da vinci code... it came out for so long ler lor... is it a trend to read hur? cant ppl come out wif their own trend... hais... nvm... is ppl's choice... i shan't stop dem frm readin it....

2005-05-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

yoyo... backie... now very sian so i decide to update... lyk from 15 april start... dun feel lyk doin hw now...

19 april2005

is mel's burfdae... lols... happy burfdae gurl... lols... sorry tat we haven give u any present...

but i can tell u will get sooner or later yea... so.. pls wait...

21 april 2005

is chinese mock exam... so tat means no lesson... super sad... i got very low marks...

ppl can get lyk 80 marks.... hais... nvm... i must jiayou... lols...

18 apr-24apr

things wasnt goin smoothly for me... hais... i noe that i overlook at ppl's flaws..

and tat i didnt give a thought tat i was in fault too... so jus wanna said sorry to those ppl...

i noe i shouldnt be lyk tat... hais..hope things will get back to normal...

29 april 2005

is yang sheng aka helmet's burfdae... happy burfdae... muahahaha...

sorry i didnt help u celebrate... cos i really cant go skool...

i hurt my ligament... n tat i cant even walk... soory wor..

anyway.. i noe u will be havin a great time... everyone will bully u... hahas...

3 may 2005

lanyan aka giant burfdae.. happy burfdae... walao... lyk so many ppl burfdae...

nvm... happy burfdae... sorry didnt buy ur present... soon.. we noe wad to buy...

hahas... lols...

5 may 2005

we had our probability test... damn it... so hard... sad... must buck up lerr....

today

hahas... summarise everything ler... lols... i goin crazy... now my results r so damn lousy... i set my targets lerr... i noe is quite hard to achieve... but i noe tat i can do it de... nth is impossible... n dawn... dun so sad lerr... i will help u de... u can do it... i noe u tried very hard... but is not hard to achieve... me n jiexin will help u... we can study together... can de... gtg so buais....

2005-04-15T19:37:00.000+08:00

choir got SILVER! x)
anyways, huifen is not around to blog as her computer bibaBOOOMS =D yay !

-updated by yiru

2005-03-17T08:53:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! BACK FROM CAMP!!

came from choir camp yestrday... sho damn tired... hais... the camp quite sucky... everyting is not preepare!! all becos of the *****.... the food sux lar.... exceed our budget... heng we tide over it... use our choir fund to pay for the catering...

went to meet shanz n njm in toa payoh library immediately after camp... lols... we r sho guai doin hw dere.. lols... lols... sho many ppl dere lors... a cute guy?? borrow protractor frm me... but i tink his fwen is cuter... woahs...

lols... durin the camp alot of things happen...

sec one r sho disgusting.. lols... keep bug the committee ppl.. damn sucky lar.. heng dey dunno i m one of the committe ppl...
ok lar... some sec one actually quite cute lar...
the food management sux lor.. exceed the budget... fook the ppl lar..
dun ever pay guessin game wif li.. she DAMN enthu.. lol...
alot ppl's blood vessel burst.... due to playin the guessin game..
on the last nite... alot of gals lyk ard 9 gossipin alot of things til 2 am... lols... typical gals... actually we wanna scroll ard the skool... but we hab odd number.. den cannot...

2005-03-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

hais... i dunno wad is this feelin... it jus come and fade away so fast... i dun this feelin... hais... jus feel that when this feelin come... i feel very sucky... very very... waliu... sian... i tink my l1r5 will be very low... die sia... mux work hard... i try very hard ler... or should i say i shld try even harder... lol...

hey peep out dere... i hab this feelin u very buay song wif me... maybe is bcos last few weeks my attitude really sucky, n i noe is my fault... but can u jus dun sho buay song... sorry!!! hais... feelin sucky day by day... hais...

maybe i shldnt care or think wad ppl thought of me... maybe... is jus maybe... maybe i m a hypocrite... maybe... maybe things shld not go this way...is jus a simple maybe...

2005-03-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

walao....very sian arh... hab no motivation to study!!! y!? s*** man...jus cant concentrate... or else y m i here? hais... i cant even walk lor... sian 1/2... havin a blister on my right leg and muscle ache on the other... siao ler... dunno how to go skool... wad shld i do now....

i think i shld realli get down to my work... i must prove to dem tat they r wrong... but i noe is ez to say but is hard to do... i shall study for my math and geo now... bye guys... jiayou to us

p.s. i tink i goin to change my skin ler... quite bored with this skin.. lols..

2005-03-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

hais.. so sian.. these few days life realli very sucky... everyone is sad...some ppl is sad becos of o level results... is lyk... the standard drop... hais... alot ppl didnt get wad they expect...

hais... ppl y u all so sad.. i oso very sad.. but i noe tat i must control... lol.. but hais... i seems lyk alot of things i had done wrong... hais... probably i didnt tink lor... hais.. i dunno wad m i tokin lar... hais... mayb i didnt put myself into ppl shoes... y i ask ppl go break... i thot is the best way.. but i didnt noe tat this is hurtin lor.. hais..

i realli tink i srk lar... i not a good fwen neither i m a gd person... i did alot of bad thing... hais... i jus sark rite... i kip askin ppl to look at the bright side.. but... i m not... hais... i dun understand alot of ppl... mayb... i m the one i dun understand the most...

sian... not goin say anymore... buais..

2005-02-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

shit... i delete my post... sux...

hais... aniway... i havin mixed feelin now... lol... hais...sian.. i goin say alot of crap...

our class play is a success... lols... great jobs guys... lols... u all did a great job...n julius... u rox... lols... so strong!!! lols... we impressed the judges.. so we r actin again... lols... so happy... lols...

i lyk charlotte!! sho cute... today 4/3 oso putin their cls play... cw sho cute... she is de main lead lor... lols... i lyk her bloopin... *bloop*

to de gal... pls... dun giv in ler... he is not worth... realli... u r torturin urself... pls lar... wad he did jus for u... is lyk at th e start he state clearly tat u shld accept him... so u hab no chance to blame him if u regret.. cos u r willingly to do it... is lyk sho cunnin lor... stop it lor... is lyk u r the wan sacrifice... hais.. dun stress urself too much...

TO THE GUY
HEY.. HU U TINK U R... STOP BULLY HER CAN... CAN U PUT UR PRIDE ASIDE... IS UR PRIDE SHO IMPORTANT TO U.. FOOK... IF U DUN LYK HER LER.. CAN U JUS TELL HER STRAIGHT... STOP WASTIN HER TIME... DERE IS GUYS OUT DERE FOR HER... HU CAN SHOW MORE CARE N CONCERN TO HER... SO TELL HER STRAIGHT... STOP LOOKIN DOWN ON US... I NOE UR RESULT IS BETTA DEN US.. BUT UR RESULT GD DOES NOT MEAN U R CLEVER OK... SHO... I WLL PROVE IT TAT I MORE CAPABLE DEN U...

FEELIN SHO TIRED... 10 points i m cumin... i dun wanna ppl look down on me... sho... buias...

2005-02-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

YOYO!!! i am back... sho busy for the past few days!! actualli is i slack lar... lols... actuali nothing much happen these few days... jus very sian.. anyway friday and saturday i went to temasek poly... OMG!! is sho nice lor... everyone is sho friendly... quite attracted.. is sho happenin dere... of all the polys' open house, i think this is the best... lol.. saw brenda at tp... lol.. she studyin biomedical science... sounds chim to me... anyway i dun tink i interested in tat course... i quite interested in hospitality n tourism management... sounds quite fun... or accounts n fiance... or retail management... actualli i dun realli know wad is tat course abt.. lol...

i plan for my future ler.. actualli is still not realli decide... i onli can go to poly... no money to go to jc... even if i can go jc, i would not hab the money to go uni rite... sho,, my onli choice left is go poly and get a diploma in business... den i must in the top 10% in poly.. den i can go uni... but i must go to the workforce and earn my money and save it so i ca go to uni and get a degree in accounts and finance?? think so lar... but i must work damn hard lor..

so at the end of my uni life... i would hab 2 certs... though 1 of dem is diploma... i dun tink i would change my mind whether to go to jc or poly... i know very clearly that poly is my onli choice... hais... lols...

YEAH!!! this comin sat hab tas practice... i miss it sho much... i miss the peeps... lols... i lyk my grp... consists of jojo, jas n dandan... we r quite crazy lar... always luff n luff... lol... we lyk to gossip!! yea!! i realli miss the peeps... y aren't u ppl come back to sing with us.. r u all realli very busy!!? hais... quick come back..!! lol...

lol... very tired ler... sho gdnite to me!! lols...

2005-02-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL!!

lol.. rEcEiVe pReSsIe FrM fWeNnS... lOl... sHo hApPy... lIu~!
tHanKs jIeXiN, lAnyAn, hUisHan, mEipInG, aSh...
fEel quIte bAd lAr... i DidNt eVen gIvE dEm aNythIng...
lOl... tMl mUx gIb...

sIan... tMl gOt gEo tEst.. i tInK i Wil fAil... bUt wHo CareS... lol..
loL.. jUs sAw mY bRo's gAlfWeN.. qUiTe cUtE.. lOl...

i TinK i nOrT gOiN wRiTe leR...vErY tiRed... lol...
anIwaY!! rEcoVeR sOoN mEl!!!

2005-02-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

lols... jus came back frm my relative's house... lols... so surprise... han wee is my relative... saw him at my grand uncle's house... but quite distant ya... lols... receive not realli alot of hong bao... so sad lar... but economy is bad lar...

waliu~! today went to YUM CHA eat breakfast wif my aunts and uncles and of cos my family.. waliu~! when we jus step in e restaurant, my bro and i were very shock... de fish dere were dead... and dey still leave it in the tank... waliu~! so disgusted..l. so we decide not to eat fish for the whole breakfast... wa! de food dere is not reallli very nice either... service is slow... maybe tat is the onli restaurant open in the town... quite pathetic...

waliu~! yesterday saw liz's stead in my grandma's hse... we were actualli eatin renuion dinner.. den he and his family came... waliu~! so chua tio... y this year cny sho many things happen... so coincidence... den realise my grandma is his nanny once upon time... every year i did SAW him... but onli this year den recognise... waliu~! i was havin my steamboat lor... den saw him.. almost tu chu lai... i tink his name is wesli(i dunno how to spell... lols...), my aunt call him tat.. waliu~ sho xia suay lor... i told my aunt he is my skoolmate.. den she ask him... walao~! den ask me go to living room and take a look whwether is him or not... so so so xia suay... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! shld not tell her... den today she oso liddat... saw han wee den i tell her... den she go c him... lucky she didnt ask me go tok to him... liu~!

hahas... today is june guan's burfdae.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!!! but sorry... i no money buy ur present... belated present bahss... lols... i gtg ler... nid order pizza... buais...

2005-02-08T19:27:00.000+08:00

lols... back again.. i have alot of crap to say.. so bear wif me...

lols.. quite tired now... jus finish cleanin up... DA SHAO CHU SUX!!! hais.. but i love to play water.. liu~! i am very satisfied now!! my house is so clean and tidy... quite sian now so i decided to update my blog.. yesterday was serene's burfdae... lols.. HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE!!! lol... i didnt go to rehearsal today.. wonder how am i goin to make it for this saturday..

WA!! i had a brainwash by ms teng... now i dunno whether i wanna go jc or poly.. dun even noe whether i can make it into good jc.. hais..

Hey mel and Yang Sheng!! better recover fast... i have no one to tok to and ka jiao... lols... yeah!! wei ming gave me a keychain dog... lols.. is Tama & Friends... Tama & Friends rawks!!! lols.. now dawn is not sad ler... wei ming is back to pei her.. lols..

today went to seying's house.. meet seying and see mun.. lols... long long time no see her ler... is lyk ages ago when i last see her... lols.. thanks for the presents!!! is nice!!!

lols... i will treasure this 7 years friendship... quite long lar... though i may not always by ur side to help u.. but when u really need me, i will always be dere for u.. lols..

i tink i goin siao again... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... nothing to do...i dun wan to study now... waliu~ cny still must study... i will faint... ahhhhh...

o' level is comin nearer day by day... my white hair also increase day by day... i must countdown to o's ler... no time to waste... 264 MORE DAYS TO O LEVEL argh!!!
siao ler... left so little days... *faint*

nvm.. i should at least enjoy my cny first... lols... slack lahs... lols...

anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!! WAN SHI RU YI!!!

2005-02-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

yeah!

i pon school today.. lols.. didnt do my homework den escape skool.. lols..went to take mcler.. den doctor say i realli sick.. he say i got swollen throat.. lols... advise me not to talk too much or it will worsen my throat..

went to buy new year clothes.. bought a pair of jeans and a pair of sport shoes.. a 30% discount on the sport shoes.. lol.. save money!! but i found tat i quite fat.. waliu.. my waist is 29 inch.. lols.. MUST LOSE WEIGHT!! liu~! i plan to do 40 sit-ups everyday.. lols..

gtg.. nid to cheong my homework.. CHEONG!

2005-01-31T21:25:00.000+08:00

yeah! i tink i suffering frm jing shen fen lie... lols... i abit siao siao... a minute ago i was very very depressed for no reason... but now i feel so energetic for nth oso.. lols... ahhhhhhhh... i very stress arh... haven complete all my hw lehs... so much... a big pile on my table.. and wad am i doing now.. POSTING BLOG.. lols.. dun feel lyk goin skool tml.. wanna escape frm teachers.. lol.. so wad should i do now.. shut down my com and get down to do my work or slacking? ehhh... i tink i shld be guai child... do hw... yeah!! hw sux.. i tink i goin abit crazy... no one wil ever understand me... lols...

haiyo.. this morning lyk suffering depression.. lols.. dun feel lyk tokin to anybody.. wanna be alone.. after tat feel so left out... abit ironic lar... lols... tink i gtg ler.. lub myself... eeeeee... hahas.. is homework time!!! yeah!!

2005-01-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday at this time, ct went back to australia.. i tink i gonna miss her lyk siao... she wil be back in year 2007... wonder how wil we lokk lyk at tat time... lols..

today very very tired.. went for choir at abt 1015(choir starts at 0800.. lols..) den go to ms choo hse at 2 plus.. TAS is havin rehearsals dere.. i tink i onli learn three song: Long Juan Feng, Longest Time and Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday.. quite surprise tat rayner wil come.. tot tat he has choir frm 10 to 5.. lols.. but dun realli see him singin... den we practising Mama Mia with choreography... lols... i stil dunno wad is goin on... hais.. but i went home early tat day cos i nid to go for birthday dinner...

i dun feel lyk goin to e dinner.. i dun realli lyk de uncle... he SUX... but i tink he is quite pathetic.. his son and daughter did not attend his dinner..
OMG! he was drunk and my mum nid to send him home.. hais.. too bad my mum is his best friend... hais.. i am sleepy now.. nid to get my slp ler...

2005-01-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

yeah!! the actors are finally choosen... lols.. dere can be rehearsals ler.. let me list out the characters..

King Lear:Julius [he rox my world]
Goneril(1st daughter):Lan Yan
Regan(2nd daughter):Tiffany [she is dramatic, i lyk her]
Cordelia(3rd daughter):Yiru
3wizards: Joel, Ryan and Daniel.L
Albany(Goneril's husband):Jia Ming
Cornwell(Regan's husband):Zhi Qiang
King of France(Cordelia's husband):Zi Bin
Earl of Gloucester:Yang Sheng

though lan yan was chosen, but she doesnt seems to be very happy with it.. jus hope tat she wont really mind with it.. everything is goin quite smoothly.. i tink... i jus wanna tis drama to be a success.. i dun wanna to be look down by dem.. thanks for serene and mel to cheer moi up..and thanks for dawn, jiexin, meiping, jiaming, yang sheng and zhiqiang to support me... thanks guys for bein dere... lols.. gtg..nid study MAO
... lols

2005-01-26T20:09:00.000+08:00

hais.. i m so tired wib everything..
dere is phyics test tml.. haben study..
hais.. stil nid settle e cls play thingy..
fatigue..

when will all tis end?? wonder...
can someone help me..

now goin to do my hw ler.. sianx.. hais..
hope tml will be a better day..

2005-01-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

today is a sad day..

everyone seems to be sad..

y? I feel so sad today.. I dun feel lyk goin to skool tml..
drama thingy is drivin me crazy..
y m i e director? hais..

i wanna someone dere for me..
make me feel special.. lols..
but...

when is this someone comin into my life?

2005-01-26T17:23:00.000+08:00

testing...